My First Presidential Election and a New Face for America

I was pan-frying ground turkey when it happened. I added some basil and a pinch of pepper, and turned to glance at the TV. Plastered in red and blue lettering across the bottom half of the screen: “CNN Prediction: Obama Wins Presidential Election.” I turned the gas off—turkey be damned—and stood with my hand over my mouth and goosebumps creeping up my spine. Wow, I thought. So, this is democracy. I had only cast my ballot an hour before, but by 8:20 p.m. my ticket was cashed in.

I’ve never voted before. In fact, I’ve spent my life struggling with the dual identity of being a double major in British and American. I was born here, but grew up there, and returned to the U.S. just in time for my first presidential election. Because of my American identity, I was never allowed to vote in the U.K. and I was never old enough to send an absentee ballot across seas. But then suddenly, there I was—strolling into the polls after a hard day at work, and making my well-rehearsed decisions final. I wore my “I Voted” sticker with pride when I walked to the Starbucks around the corner and claimed my free coffee. I still carry the ballot stub in my wallet.

Back at home, I watched intently as John McCain took the stage. The crowd started to “boo” as he graciously offered congratulations to Barack Obama. McCain put up his hands in protest. “Please,” he ordered. He expressed his admiration for the inspiration Obama had become to millions of Americans. He recognized that both he and Obama loved their country. He emphasized the morals that the two candidates share, not those which separate them from one another. In a single speech, he humanized the campaign. “I offer my sincere sympathy that [Obama's] grandmother did not live to see this day,” said McCain. “Although our faith assures us that she is at rest in the presence of her creator and so very proud of the good man she helped raise.”

At this point, I admit—I was in tears. Not for this white-haired man who stood at the podium the image of dignity and patriotism, nor for the passionate young candidate he was ceding to, but for the country I had loved and missed for more than 20 years. This was the America I was raised to believe in: a land of unification, of determination to propel the wings of greater good, of people standing hand in hand—regardless of life experience, beliefs, age or color—under the flag of the country they all so believe in. America is the land where polar opposites meet: where one can stand in the boiling heat of the Mojave desert and stare up at snowy mountain tops, where homeless people sleep above the stars on Hollywood Boulevard, where peanut butter meets jelly and donuts are a breakfast item.

When Obama walked on stage with his wife and children, there was a strange feeling of nostalgia—as if the anticipation that this moment would be so historically significant had glossed it with an air of repetition. How many times will we see view this moment in the days, months and decades to come? How many times and ways will it be analyzed, criticized or praised? How many people will share this image and store it in their mind for the length of a lifetime? (Q: “Where were you when Obama was elected?” A: “Cooking Spaghetti”)

To me, a certified American just learning about Hamburger Helper, American Football, and SNL, Obama spoke a very specific message during his election night speech. This is a man who is very aware of how the world views America from the outside in, and his words were directed at the cynics across seas. To many, America has become the butt of a bad sitcom joke in the last eight years. I have witnessed the anti-American sentiment grow. European and worldwide perspectives changed and the U.S. became nothing more than a land of ignorance, bigotry and gluttony. What the world needed was a sign that America is on course to regain its dignity and rehabilitate the stereotypical behaviors that have turned so many heads in disgust.

“If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy… tonight is your answer.”

The following day my sister told me that even in her corner of the quaint English countryside on the outskirts of London, the British were rejoicing. In their usual way, the British media was reacting with dramatic skepticism—broadcasting images of Obama hiding behind a bullet-proof screen while the results were announced, and speaking of the unspeakable fear that Obama will indeed be the next JFK. But excitement was still pulsating through the rainy isle. “It’s like America is entering a new time,” my sister commented. “And the whole world is happy about it.”

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4 Responses to “My First Presidential Election and a New Face for America”

  1. Ms. Henry, you make me proud, once again because you have before, to be an American who was able to impart some of the fundamental reasons why America perseveres. Those principles, as you said… of unification, determination unto the greater good, standing hand-in-hand regardless of circumstance… is what the world needs to help us drive each other, and ourselves, to help better our society. The whole world is happy because the new direction, voted in by the majority as an undeniable proof of democracy, is a renewal… of dreams, of hope, and of positive intention. And thank you for reminding us of what we sometimes look like to the rest of the world. God bless them… and us ! In God we trust. (Answer: watching the election results on TV in England!) Cheers!

  2. luna moth says:

    your words reached this land-bound cynic, and I am touched.

  3. Dorothy Reed says:

    Emily, I’m so so thankful you are here in America!!! We all need your refreshing, youthful and new, untarnished view of America the Beautiful. To have your first election in the States be so monumental is just thrilling to me, two generations removed. I remember when J.F.K. was elected and that was spectacular, but this……the Obama election!!! Soooo much more involvement of the peoples of America and for me, the most special of them all, You were here to be part of it!!!!! Congratulations and welcome, true citizen. Your Mum would have been proud. Your Dad certainly is… As am I and your enormous family. My Love to you. Grandmum.

  4. Diane Giese says:

    I knew that either way on election night I would cry. I did, as I had a similar reaction as you Emily (and, I’m sure, as the majority of voters in the United States and countless people throughout the world). It was momentous for everyone, but not in the same way for all. I have heard from more than one person about the ‘devastating’ presidential election results and their fear of what the next four years will bring. Taking the first step on November 4th was tiny compared to what we all still need to do to really unify people. To pull each other up and celebrate our differences in addition to what we all share. To work harder at supporting ourselves and each other, to get healthier financially and physically, to walk the talk of dignity and equality for all human beings, and respect for the precious resources of the earth and air and sea. It’s a big job. May the tide of hope continue to translate into action that changes and improves the fundamental problems that divide us.

    (A: At a gathering with friends who were overjoyed about the presidential election results yet feeling fundamentally rejected as human beings as we watched California voters approve discrimination by adding a Constitutional provision that REMOVES rights from certain people. How can that happen? How can that possibly be acceptable to my fellow freedom and equality-loving Americans?)